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1. I

He has sailed away again.

He has done it before and will doubtlessly do it again, but this time something feels...


They say he has given the crown to our daughter, that he has relinquished his rule, that he has abandoned his kingdom...

Something squirms in my gut, something hateful and horrible, something that says this is the end, that I will never see him again.

I want to sob, to scream, to curse him forever and a day...

...but I cannot.

I loved him once, after all- loved him once with all the heat my heart could muster.



Hot, hateful tears of rage and misery roll down my face, bitter, blinding tears of sorrow and regret- my fingernails cutting bloody crescents into my that no longer feel.

He has sailed away again.

Oh, he has done it before, and he will doubtlessly do it again...

...but this time something feels different.

I loved him once, and now...


This is a work of fan fiction, written because the author has an abiding love for the works of J R R Tolkien. The characters, settings, places, and languages used in this work are the property of the Tolkien Estate, Tolkien Enterprises, and possibly New Line Cinema, except for certain original characters who belong to the author of the said work. The author will not receive any money or other remuneration for presenting the work on this archive site. The work is the intellectual property of the author, is available solely for the enjoyment of Henneth Annûn Story Archive readers, and may not be copied or redistributed by any means without the explicit written consent of the author.

Story Information

Author: Aruthir

Status: General

Completion: Complete

Era: 2nd Age - Pre-Rings

Genre: Drama

Rating: General

Last Updated: 08/06/14

Original Post: 08/06/14

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