Beware the Sea: 1. Beware the Sea

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1. Beware the Sea

1. An Elf of Alqualonde

The Sea pulls at my heart.

I can feel the sea-breeze in my hair, taste the salt-spray on my lips, see the dolphins jumping through the surf as I come home, my nets heavy with fish to feed my people, my hold bringing trade-goods from Tol Eressëa. It would be grand to sail again, to see what lies beyond these quays!

But ash catches in my throat, blackened stone imposes itself on memory unmarred. The ships are gone; my kin slain, my world reduced to rubble. What hope of future adventure?

And yet, the Sea still pulls at my heart.



2. Maglor

I almost laugh at my heart' stirring. Do the Valar have a sense of humour after all? Father would scowl to know I think of them so, but there it is: I yearn to sail West.

There is no hope of redemption. I hear the hisses, see the venomous eyes I would face if ever I returned to the Undying Lands. Even if Ulmo himself should call me, how would I ever find peace there? Nay. I chose the spirit of fire long ago; it is too late to cleave to water.

Why, then, can I not leave this beach?

*****
Note: "Spirit of fire" is the meaning of the name Fëanor.




3. Aldarion

I swore. I would fight the sea's call if she would become my wife. I might someday become king over a seafaring people, but she would root me to the land. She was surely the source of all my happiness. How could I desire aught else, if sated in her love?

And stay I did for long years. I fought the sea's lure, truly I did! But part of my heart had long been given to another mistress; Erendis could not oust her rival.

It must have broken your heart, my love, to place the oiolairë on my ship's prow.




4. Elrond

What could possibly drown out the din of the sea? Even the thousand waterfalls of Imladris seem helpless against it.

I have heard the ocean's roar often enough. After my brother told me he chose a mortal life, and sailed Westward, I stood on the beach watching Father cross the sky. Later years brought me back to Mithlond, when the sea carried away my wife also.

So I know the roar in my ears for what it is. I am weary of Arda's cares. The Sea calls me, and for all Vilya's power over water, I cannot master this urge.



5. Legolas

Aragorn would lead us to the Mouths of Anduin and the Sea. Galadriel's warnin echoed in my ears: she spoke my doom if ever I heard the gulls' cry. My heart trembled. But if Halbarad did not fear death, why should I? I am an elf, and we endure until Arda fails.

If only it was death that awaited me in the South! The birds' caws pierced me to the marrow, nearly driving me to madness. A song awoke in my soul more sorrowful than any I ever heard beneath Greenwood's eaves.

Would I never rest in the forest again?

*****
Note: The last line is a reference to Galadriel's message to Legolas: "If thou hearest the cry of the gull on the shore, / Thy heart shall then rest in the forest no more." ("The White Rider", The Two Towers)



6. Samwise

Everyone seems to be leaving but me. Mister Frodo and Old Mister Bilbo are gone, over the sea where I can't reach them. And Merry and Pippin... a greater Master and Thain the Shire's never had, but they're busy with their own duties. Grandfathers have little need for old friends.

Even Rosie rests her head beneath the apple tree behind Bag End.

I promised Mister Frodo I wouldn't be torn in two. I tried to forget the sigh and murmur of the waves. Yet I wonder if a ship still waits in the Havens. Even now, the Sea calls me.

*****
Note: On Sam and sea-longing:

But to Sam the evening deepened to darkness as he stood at the Haven; and as he looked at the grey sea he saw only a shadow on the waters that was soon lost in the West. There still he stood far into the night, hearing only the sigh and murmur of the waves on the shores of Middle-earth, and the sound of them sank deep into his heart. ("The Grey Havens", The Return of the King)

This is a work of fan fiction, written because the author has an abiding love for the works of J R R Tolkien. The characters, settings, places, and languages used in this work are the property of the Tolkien Estate, Tolkien Enterprises, and possibly New Line Cinema, except for certain original characters who belong to the author of the said work. The author will not receive any money or other remuneration for presenting the work on this archive site. The work is the intellectual property of the author, is available solely for the enjoyment of Henneth Annûn Story Archive readers, and may not be copied or redistributed by any means without the explicit written consent of the author.

Story Information

Author: Marta

Status: Reviewed

Completion: Complete

Era: Multi-Age

Genre: Drama

Rating: General

Last Updated: 12/07/05

Original Post: 08/17/05

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Inspiring Drabbles - 15 stories - Owner: Elena Tiriel
Elena Tiriel's favorite drabbles (vignettes of precisely 100 words), drabble multiples, or drabble series from Tolkien fanfic; a very personal and eclectic list of drabbles at HASA that have touched me in some way. See Inspiring Stories for a list of favorite stories of other types.
Included because: How the song of the Sea can awaken such longing in the hearts of so many different characters, each in their own personal way.

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