12. Ties of Love
"You do that all the time but they don't seem to belong to you. I mean - to what else you wear."
`They were a gift," said Boromir slowly.
"Oh-oh! From a girl?"
"No, from my brother."
"Faramir," said Pippin with certainty. With typical Hobbit curiosity, he had long since ferreted out a family tree from Boromir and now he wiggled closer, hopeful of more.
Boromir let go of the cords and as they twisted apart, he carefully stroked them flat. Looking up he caught the Hobbit's eager eyes and half-smiled. This Halfling reminded him of a young Faramir, always wanting to know `why?' and `how?'.
"Yes, Faramir." He hesitated. "These are the second he gave me."
Boromir pulled his travelling bag over to him and reached into its depths. He pulled out a small, soft, leather bag and tipped it up on his hand. Out tumbled three red cords, worn to ragged strings.
"These he gave to me the first day I rode to war. Long did I wear them, through flood, battle and fire… until the very cords themselves began to unravel. They are for luck."
He had almost finished dressing when Faramir had come slipping into his room. His sword, newly sharpened, had been strapped on by hands that shook a little at the realisation that he might next draw it to kill. He had carefully slipped on the gleaming leather baldric from which hung the great horn of Gondor. It hung by his side, a solid reminder of the weight of tradition and responsibility he must carry. Only his new cloak, a deep blue in the fashion of his company, waited its putting on when Faramir appeared. He himself looked oddly grown up in a new tunic and cloak and Boromir had smiled at his gravity even as he felt the pain of knowing that he must go away and leave this dearly beloved brother to grow up by himself. Perchance there would be little of the child left when he next saw him. He had greeted him, teased him about his fine new clothes, even given him a rough and brotherly hug but Faramir had remained almost wordless – until Boromir finally swung on his cloak and picked up his travel bag. Then Faramir had stopped him as he walked towards the door.
"I have something for you," he said, through lips that suddenly trembled. "Ceredian said that families do this before their boys ride away."
Solemnly he held out his hand to show three red cords held in it. Stepping close he looped the first one around the baldric and tied it with typically neat knots.
`One to tie you to life so you will never leave it," he almost whispered, then looped the second one above it. "One to tie you to this land so you will always return."
As he tied the second one Boromir looked down at the bent black head with a half-rueful smile. Father was not going to be impressed by a superstition learnt from his cook. Indeed, Boromir thought about suggesting he just put the cords in his pocket - until Faramir looked up at him as he whispered the last incantation.
"One to tie you to those you love so they will never lose you."
There was faith in those grey eyes, faith and comfort found. No more than his father did Boromir believe in such a superstition but if the child found comfort in it then Boromir would wear them proudly and bear his father's wrath. He held his brother's arms in a warrior's embrace and kissed his forehead.
"Thank you, Faramir – you will not lose me."
"Oh," said Pippin softly, looking at the worn cords. "That's nice. Did he mind when you stopped wearing them?"
"No," Boromir answered, smiling. "He was grown up by then – too old to believe in such foolish superstitions."
`But he gave you those," Pippin said, reaching over to touch the brave display of red that Boromir wore.
"Yes," said Boromir slowly.
Faramir had ridden with him to Forannest and they had dismounted there to take their leave. Both had been quiet, almost fey, that morning. They were both soldiers now and had ridden to death a thousand times; what is there to say when this may be the last time you will see the one you love? Standing there in the warmth of the summer sunshine, they spoke briefly of provisions and maps, of possible routes and battle strategies.
"Wait!" Faramir said, as Boromir turned to mount his horse. "I…." He reached into a tunic pocket and pulled out three red cords. He flicked the briefest of glances towards his brother with eyes as dark as storm clouds, and just as unreadable then stepped closer and began to tie the cords on once again.
"One to tie you to life so you will never leave it. One to tie you to this land so you will always return. One to tie you to those you love so they will never lose you."
Task completed, Faramir stepped back and looked almost ashamedly at his brother. Boromir gripped his shoulder and grey eyes met grey.
"Never, Faramir - never."
"And you will always keep these too, won't you?" asked Pippin, in a question which didn't require an answer.
Boromir nodded, nonetheless, as he looked down at the little figure that now leant against him. "Yes. Faramir and I need nothing to tie us together but I will keep them."
Boromir ran them through his fingers and added softly, "Perhaps one day they'll be no more needed."
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