My Father, My Gift
For our father's begetting day, we had decided that each of us would make something for him ourselves. I agreed and started working on my gift before I remembered the problem I would have: no skill. I cannot make a forging like my eldest brother or a song like the next oldest. I only make him smile ruefully when I try to make him laugh as the twins can nor can I gift him a sheaf of decorated arrows or tooled leather leggings as my other brothers will.
I have worked a bronze hanging with a stanza of one of his favorite tales on it. Many times I have worked bronze and it was not well wrought, this one I fear will displease him. On the morning of the day, I rise early to hide my work before I disappoint him and in the hall I meet him.
"What is that you carry son?" He is noble and impassive as ever when he opens the conversation.
I bring forth want little courage I have and show the hanging to him. "I made this ... your begetting day ... present." Is all I can remember saying. Then I see something rare and precious, my father smiles. Not a pitying smile but a true brilliant smile, as the stars smile upon us, and he smiles on me. Then he comes to me and hugs me, tightly. I hear him say in my ear: "Celegorm, I have always loved your way of always trying to succeed. The hanging is the best craftwork you have done."
He holds me from him so I can his eyes, deep as the sea, and hear him, he strokes my hair. "Remember Celegorm, always reach for what you want and never stop trying." The hanging I made him was the only one of our creations that he put in the public rooms of our halls.
It is fitting that I should remember this of Feanor, my father on this, his begetting day. On that day that I gifted him a badly made bronze hanging, he gifted me with a lesson that has made me stronger. Now as I feel my lifeblood draining from this wound that Sindar, Dior of Doriath has given me I can remember too that I have always followed his words. As my fea and hroa separate I know that I have always reached for what I wanted and have never ... stopped ... trying.
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